My ♥ Story ♥ Like ♥ It ♥ Is

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In my room creating art .

Drawing what has not been said in my pupils

drinking the fashion boiling in my blood

sucking the red of a lipstick too wild too fit my world

I’ve been there 

Like the light that never quit my hope

like the strength that never leave my bones

I’ve been breathing, living, being

dancing between filthy seconds

and annoying hours

Subsisting in the mania of hell

Watching the unseen

Begging myself to breakthrough the daylight

And I’ve seen it all and drank it all

the tears on my face

the widening sickening smile

the choking jewels 

the darkness in their eyes

and the stiffness in his moves 

Yeah I’ve seen it all

the mermaids dying in my body

My curved bottom in the rear doors

glinting as if the ghosts of my spirit was kissing the sun

I have asked god for a way out of this endless cycle

While the unknown man watched me all along

He watched me in pivotal dance

and made love to the pretty faces glowing in the mirror

It has been him whom had fed my vanity

and still I stood there 

in the middle of the void

listening to the ticlking clocks

chasing the moon of my dreams

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